Thoughts

It Started Out.. (Part 2)

Continued from Part 1

(I’d go into all of the dirty details but….this day was such a milestone for me on so many ways, I’d like to leave some things for just she and I)

I worked for another hour or so, marking off the list of chores she had assigned to me.

I left to drop off a dress at the dry cleaners and pick up a load of laundry. On my way back I sent her a text message asking if I could grab a snack on my way home. I was in such a rush on my way there a few hours earlier that I didn’t have time to eat lunch and by this time is was almost 5. She responded with “Yes but be very quick. You’re in trouble”.

“Fuck” I thought. I had been so careful. Did I break something? Ruin a piece of clothing?

I skipped the snack and rushed back to her place since I wanted to quickly fix whatever I may have ruined.

I buzzed her door and nervously opened the door to her apartment and saw her there.   

I was dumbstruck…..yes…even dumber than normal. She had put on heels and was now it felt as though she was almost towering over me (and I’m 6’2″). I didn’t think anything of it really, if I had to guess she was going to meet up with someone while I cleaned.

So why was I in trouble?

Seems I had let a big pool of water collect on her bathroom floor before I left to drop off her laundry. I apologized and was about to clean it up when she said one word with confidence and strength: “Strip!”

I did of course and not long after she had me bent over the side of her bed and was telling me about the importance of being careful.

She had me count out the corrective swats. 50 of them. My voice was shaking and I felt conflicted. I was turned on by the situation but felt bad that I had made the mistake to warrant it.

Afterwards she ran her hand along my back and cupped my ass, commenting on how warm it felt before ordering me to get on all fours on the floor and kiss her feet to thank her for correcting me.

I’d never been treated in such a way. Whatever way that was. I was confused, turned on, humbled and I felt bad for the mistake.

I’ve never considered myself a foot fetishist, I’m more of an all-body fetishist and it was making my head spin to be able to finally put my lips on her skin.

She had me stop and then take her shoes off. My hands were shaking with desire and being in an almost immediate mental sub-space that made undoing the buckles of her shoes next to impossible but I finally got them off.

Here’s the funny part: She laid down on the bed and said “continue”. I had assumed she meant that I should continue cleaning so I got back up and she quickly corrected me. A big smile on her face showed she was amused.   

I returned to kissing her feet and she could feel how nervous and turned on I was. My body was shaking.

I kept kissing her feet, not knowing if that’s all she wanted or not until she said “you’re making the rest of my body jealous”.

I moved on to other parts of her body and I wish I could say I was smooth and confident but I was not. I was fumbling, so eager that she’d remind me to take my time and not to rush it.

She’d show me how she liked to be touched and kissed. She’d moan and smile when I was doing the right thing and she’d kindly correct me when I was doing something that didn’t agree with her. Later she told me how she liked the fact that she could correct me without my getting offended.

My lips and tongue on her body felt like electricity all through my body. I was thrilled I was able to please her. We laid next to each other for a few minutes before she sent me back to work.

I cleaned for what felt like an hour before I heard the bell ring and I’d be at the foot of her bed where she’d want my mouth again and after she’d send me back to work. I’d clean and work and a couple of hours later I’d find myself a third time by her bed where she’d ask me, “Do you think you know my body well enough to make me cum a third time?”   

I did.

Afterwards she said something that will always be burned in my brain.

“I think I’m going to keep you”.

She did.

The Event Of The Year, And It’s A Wedding Party

I can’t tell you how excited I am to be able to celebrate the wedding of two of my favorite people. Even if you don’t know them you can help celebrate as well!

I met Yin a few years ago and have been blessed by her and Richard’s friendship and the friendship of the people they surround themselves with.

Mistress Yin and her Manmeat Richard’s Fetish Wedding Gala will be this Thursday the 27th. The second I heard about it I took the day after off of work. Yes, it’s such an important event that I used up one of my limited vacation days so I could enjoy it until the wee hours of the morning.

It starts at 8pm and you need to RSVP to fetishgalanyc@gmail.com in order to make it. Hurry! Email now so you can make it to the guest list!

What to expect?

-D.J. Spun

-Cabaret Performers

-Sweets served by sexy servants

-Live bondage sculptures

And of course, Yin and Richard.

I’ve alway looked at their relationship with awe. Ever since I saw them together I thought “I want that one day”. It’s great to see two of the nicest, sweetest and kinkiest people I know getting hitched.

If you’re not in NYC and can’t make it, you can at least enjoy the hottest and most romantic wedding party invite I’ve ever seen:

Another Podcast Is Served!

Another episode of the Masocast is up!

This time it’s a conversation with my good friend Goddess Coko. She talks about why some submissive men are whiney bitches, why she’s a badge bunny, TES and more.

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It Started Out…

..as service.

She needed some help with a few things here and there and I was more than happy to lend a hand.

I liked her and while I considered her a friend I was also very attracted to her mentally and physically, I didn’t want to complicate things by displaying my attraction or desire to submit to her. Not long before that I received and email from someone I cared about telling me she didn’t want to see me anymore. Now was not the time for me to risk rejection or risk losing a friend.

Her email the day beforehand said I would be “The Cleaner” who’s going to come and wash away all of the shit that was left over from the last 4 weeks.” She had a list of instructions of what I should expect, things to bring and that I should eat beforehand.

The list of items was very small but I had a very difficult time finding a bell. Just a bell. Do you have any idea how hard it is to find a bell? I went to craft stores, hardware stores, hell I event ran into Bed Bath and Beyond. A bell would be in the beyond part right?

No go. I’d arrive without one of the items. Not a good start.

With just minutes before I was to arrive, I walked by one of those tourist shops that you’ll find all over the city. It hit me! Seconds later I was walking out with bell in the theme of my fair city.

I picked up my pace and debated if I should buzz her door right at three or if I should wait a minute or to as to not come across as so eager.

I decided to be right on time.

I walked up her stairs a bit nervous but making sure to put myself in a mindset of thinking this as just helping a friend out, nothing more.

We greeted, I showed her everything I brought. She showed me her list of chores to do for the day and told me if she needed me she’d ring the bell and I should drop whatever I’m doing at that moment to come see what she needed. The addition of the bell made it feel a lot more like I was there to serve her needs and not just a friend helping a friend but I decided not to read too much into it.

I started in the bathroom cleaning her tub. I was bent over the side of her tub as I scrubbed and got into a bit of a zone when I briefly glanced over my shoulder to see her standing there, towering over me with a smile on her face.

I was dumbstruck and could only manage a “hello”. She didn’t respond, she just smiled as I went back to scrubbing the tub. Seconds later I felt a hard and stingy swat on my ass.

“Oh fuck” I thought.

I was thrown but tried to tell myself she was just being playful. I did a good job convincing myself, that is until she told me she wanted me to clean her underwear as well and shoved a pair of her lingerie in my mouth.

To be continued….

Help! More Advice For A Reader

A few times per month I’ll get an email from someone asking for advice.

Most of the time the questions I get deal with one of a few different topics:

-How should I balance my stock portfolio? Answer: Sell! Sell! Sell! For god’s sake sell!
-How do you get your hair so full and manageable: Answer: Airplane glue
-How do I remove these unsightly streaks I get after I clean my mirrors? Answer: Use a newspaper instead of a paper towel. The New York Times works the best.
-Is it true you have the strength of ten men? Answer: Yes
-Are you easy? Answer: Like Sunday morning

Now and then I get a question that I’m not qualified to answer. Here’s where you come in if you please:

“I know you don’t know me but I have read some of your blogs and I was hoping you could help me out…
I am a sub myself and am married to a switch and would like to give him a taste of what he has given me in hopes of keeping our marriage fresh, but I have never done anything like this before and I don’t know where to start. I was hoping you could give me some advice on what I could do in a scene for him. I think your insight, as a male sub, would help me out a lot, and after reading your blog I have come to respect your opinion. I hope you don’t think I am some wacko, and if you feel this is out of your realm of comfort I would understand. I am just clueless to what he would expect in a surprise scene like this.”

So there’s the question. She’s a submissive married to a switch and wants to turn the tables now and then.

Where does she begin?

My first thought is for her to think of what turns her on by the idea and go from there.