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Making My Whole Body Shake

· May 4, 2010 · Thoughts · , , , , , , , , , · 6 Comments

She put the leather goggle blindfold over my eyes, told me to strip, kneel and wait for her in the living room.

I waited there, I heard her doing something in the bedroom but I wasn’t quite sure what.

I started to worry.

We’ve had a friend staying with us for the last couple of months. What if she came home early, opened the door and was greeted by the sight of me kneeling naked and blindfolded right in front of the door?

My knees pressed into the cold wooden floor. The next thing I knew I felt her skin against my lips. I didn’t know what part of her I was kissing. It didn’t last long though, soon I felt her hands wrap around my balls and lift me to a standing position. She didn’t need to say anything, she lead me by the balls to the bedroom where we kissed.

Before I knew it I was bound to the bed and my legs and ass were up in the air and she was entering me.

I still can’t wrap my head around anal orgasms. When it happens, my mind feels so confused at where it’s coming from, it feels so overwhelming but finally my mind goes blank and it, as does my body, surrenders to her, this long slow wave moves over me, my body tightens, my back arches and I come.

Again and again she forced orgasms out of me. I lose count. 6? 7?

Each time she moans with me, whispers dirty things that just turns me on even more.

She moves off the bed and changes cocks, this one is much bigger. If I wasn’t in a deep post multi-orgasmic subspace I’d have asked her to please go slow at first but I can’t say anything, I just lay there with my legs still up in the air and moan with every exhale.

She positions herself over me, I can tell by the look on her face that she is more than turned on. She’s in another world like I am.  But she’s the opposite of I am, I’m getting fucked, mouth open and moaning, she’s got a wicked-hot smile on her face, talking dirty, fucking and owning me.

The night was just getting started.

The next morning I was in the shower, I could barely step in, my legs were still shaking.

All this week I’ve been constantly turned on, counting the seconds until I’m home from work and I’ll be able to see her, and kiss her again.

 

 

 

A Whole Lotta Anal Masocast

· April 28, 2010 · Thoughts · , , , , , , , , , · One Comment

A conversation with Wendy Blackheart about how she discovered fisting and strap-ons, why gay porn is better than straight, the problems with Femdom porn, explaining the Eiffel Tower and much more. Plus a voicemail (yes a voicemail) from a fellow podcaster.

Thanks again to everyone who’s donated. Every penny helps to keep the podcast going another month.

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Masocast-tastic

· April 21, 2010 · Thoughts · , , , · No Comments

Another Masocast podcast is up.

This one is a bit different. I talk about the future of the podcast and ask for your suggestions. There’s a free public service announcement with Sade. I talk to a friend about her experiencing video-chatting with strangers and a conversation with Dov about Shibaricon.

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Fuck That Was Close

· April 16, 2010 · Thoughts · · 5 Comments

A very good friend of mine, someone I’ve known for most of my life, is in town. While he’s like a brother, he has no clue about my….lifestyle.

When he and I are together we tend to be very silly and to those who aren’t in on our jokes, we can probably come across as total buffoons.

Tonight was no exception.

Since we’re both on tight budgets, we decided to paint the town red by going for long walks and stopping in coffee shops to fuel up on caffeine.

We were standing in line for the bathroom at Starbucks. He was behind me in line and doing something silly with..well I can’t even remember what the hell we were doing. Maybe we were talking about our favorite Bill Hicks moments or doing fake spit-takes with our coffee cups or…fuck I don’t know. All I knew is that we were brothers once again and it felt damn good. I had missed these moments with my friend and we were making up for lost time.

All of a sudden, I froze.

Holy fuck.

Standing right behind my friend was a well-known person in our little BDSM world.

No, I’m not going to name-drop.

Now I’m not egotistical to think this person would have any clue who I am, but I know we’ve met a few times and exchanged pleasantries. Under any normal circumstances I would have said “Hi, blah blah blah nice to see you again and blah blah….” But with my friend there, I had hoped they wouldn’t recognize me. What if this person said “Hey aren’t you the guy that translated ASL for my class at….” then revealing to my bestest buddy that I’m into “….”.

Now I realize that they’re probably not the type to just blurt out stuff like that, it was still something that made me paranoid.

My friend asked me why I stopped goofing around and I just told him to shut up and I’d tell him later. He looked at me and said “You’ve never NOT wanted to goof off. What’s wrong?”

I looked at him in a way that I hoped would make him just drop it but he didn’t.

I ran into the bathroom and did what I needed to do. The bathroom was filthy and I didn’t linger. My friend ran in quickly and I wanted to say something to my fellow kinkster, apologizing for my friends behavior but he came out before I could say something he came back out and started joking to this person about the filthiness of the bathroom. Sure I knew he was just trying to be charming but I’m pretty sure he came across as someone on an hour pass from the mental ward.

I dragged him away as we all parted ways.

“You have no idea who you were just goofing around with do you?”, I asked.

“Them? No, who was that? Is that why you were acting so weird and trying to get me to shut up?”

“Just a friend of a friend”, I said.

While all night I had wished Sade had been with us as well, I then realized Sade would have been recognized….and possibly had been called this name that my buddy had never heard before.

So that’s why I’ve been saying “Fuck, that was close” for the last few hours….and why I’m still a bit embarrassed.

Thankfully I’m not that well known.

Expand Your Kink With Rope Share April 24th!

· April 13, 2010 · Events · , , , · No Comments

Yep another Rope Share is on the way!

If you have any interest in rope and live in the NYC area I cannot recommend the Rope Share enough.

It’s a great learning environment, hands on instruction, very relaxed and you can’t go wrong with my friends V (who you may have heard on The Masocast) and Delano (who I’m still bugging to let me interview him) sharing their big rope brains.

Here’s the skinny (and you can bookmark the Rope Share page here so you’re always up to date):

Novice Rope Share
Men, Women, Trans, Welcome!
In this workshop we will go over the fundamentals of rope. We will teach basic ties, rope aesthetics, and rope safety.
Participants must be over 18yr.
Date/time: Saturday, April 24th at 1pm.
Location: Greenwich St.

(btwn Rector and Carlisle; three blocks south of the WTC site)
Specific building number will be emailed upon registration.

$25- per person

Instructor: DeLano

Assistant instructor: V

The Rope Share is a bondage workshop that is structured to fit your skill levels and interests. There is one highly skilled rope instructor and one teaching assistant. The attendance will be limited to 12 students.

This month’s Rope Share workshop is a concentrated class for the beginner/novice. The instructor will teach you the basics of safety, negotiations and the elemental ties needed to start your bondage exploration.

This is a lab-environment setting and we will practice on one another. Please be open to both tie and be tied for the sake of education. Please wear comfortable clothing as there is no nudity during the class.

Bring Rope: 4 lengths of 25ft. rope; 2 lengths of 50ft.; and safety scissors. Cotton, nylon, hemp, and jute are all fine.

To sign up, send an email to RopeShare@gmail.com Title the subject line as “Novice Rope Share Sign Up” and
include the following information in your email:

1. Your name (Scene name or legal)

2. Contact number and email address

3. Rope bondage experience and skill level ( Please be brief)

4. What you are interested in learning

5. How you heard about this workshop

Sign up now as places are expected to fill quickly! Beginners to advanced rope players are all welcome!! If you have never tried rope before, but are curious, this is a safe space to share and learn rope bondage.

DeLano is dedicated to using his years of experience in the bondage scene to help others enjoy their time in rope more safely and fully. He has presented locally in NYC and for events around the country on rope bondage and on other topics. DeLano is the Junior Instructor for Midori’s Rope Bondage Dojo ® weekend intensives, and he co-moderates the Japanese RopeArt and the Shibari Enthusiasts Yahoo groups. He’s also co-presented with Michele Serchuk on their photographic collaborations in bondage imagery.

DeLano has had a life-long desire for rope bondage and explores that through his Web site,www.delanobound.com. This is his personal exploration of the art, spirituality, physicality and psychology of his bondage journey as well as the nature of the connections he shares with his rope partners (both as a bottom and as a top).

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