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Another Masocast Is In The Hopper

Just published another podcast. This time it’s a roundtable discussion between Ayla, Alex, Sade and Troy about a variety of topics including the sacred aspects of BDSM, kinky cloning, hiring a sex worker and more.

Find a link to their websites at masocast.com. While you’re there why not make sure your credit card is still working and donate.

You know…for the troops.

I’m starting up another big round of interviews so if you or someone you know would like to sit down for a casual conversation just shoot me an email. Masocast at gmail dot com.

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Settling In

So a few weeks ago, she and I moved in together.

We found a new place, a two bedroom apartment in a fairly new building. Currently the spare bedroom is being used to store boxes of things that still need to be put away but eventually it’ll be used as her photo studio.

We’re settling in, getting things put away, gearing up for the holidays. We’re flying back to her hometown and I’ll meet her family.

There’s something about this space, it’s hard to describe.

It’s like a sanctuary.

After work I come in the door and I can just feel the weight of my day lifted off of me.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

After a couple of weeks of my asking, she posted a schedule of chores for me to do. My brain doesn’t work in a way that allows me to walk into a room and know exactly what needs to be done. Rather than constantly asking with “what can I do?” I asked for a list.

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I love it!

We’re planning to do a lot in our new place. Parties (kinky and non), photo shoots, having a place for out-of-town friends to crash.

The days go by so quickly here. It feels like just like yesterday I was providing service to her for the first time and I look on the calendar and it’s been six months since I first walked into her old apartment.

Six months!

I can’t believe it’s gone by so fast.

It’s been an amazing 1/2 a year and I’m excited to see what the new year brings.

Relentless Machine

There’s something about the control she has over me that I still can’t explain.

Like how she can forbid me from orgasm when I’m right on the edge and that will prevent me from doing so.

The other night this ability of hers was put to the test.

She had me strip and lay on the bed…tying my arms above my head and my legs spread so wide that my feet were just off the sides of the bed.

She smiled at me and I could see she was putting something together. She was attaching something to something else. I wasn’t sure what it was at first but eventually she moved up on the bed with me holding one device with dials and switches and another device that appeared to be a long plastic tube with a hose coming out of it.

She was preparing what is essentially a machine designed to jerk someone off by both stroking and sucking a guy off. A milking machine. Once it’s on, the user can adjust the suction and speed of the stroke.

Sounds amazing right?

It is….but I knew in the hands of my owner it wouldn’t be that easy.

She placed it on me and started slow. It sucked and slowly pumped up and down over my cock. I was moaning right away.

She slowly increased the suction and the speed of the device until it was almost a blurr. My body arched and I looked at her, knowing she wouldn’t let me over the edge without permission.

It’s become second nature for me to look to her when I’m close, I don’t even need to ask anymore, she just knows.

It didn’t take long for me to get close to the edge…I looked at her and asked but she just shook her head.

The machine worked away. Stroking and sucking up and down again and again. I was constantly on the edge and I was worried that I may be pushed over the edge without permission.

Please

Please

I begged and begged but she just shook her head with that constant smile on her face. Occasionally she’d slow the machine down to a slow agonizing stroke for a few minutes before building it back up again to a speeding blur.

Every muscle felt like it was on fire. I strained against the restraints.

On one hand it was intensely pleasurable. It was as though I was having an orgasm without the release but on the other hand every inch of my body would have killed to be allowed the release. I was in heaven and hell at the same time and she knew it.

This went on and on for what felt like an eternity before she slowly slid it off of my cock.

“Why did she stop? I thought she was going to let me finally come? Why!? why!? Why!?”

I didn’t need to wonder for too long….she stripped and mounted me and ordered me to fuck her to make her come.

Being bound in that position made it difficult to thrust up into her…I couldn’t bend my knees to get the same desired thrust that I knew I could do to get her over the brink. Somehow I strained enough against the ropes around my ankles and managed to do as she had told me.

When she came, I almost did too. It was so hard not to. Feeling her body on top of mine combined with the sights and sounds of her orgasm made int almost impossible for me to compose myself.

When she was satisfied she slid down and held me in her hands.

“Do you want to?”

“Yes….yes please!! Fuck! Please!”

“Then give it to me!”

The room went white. I felt the restraints pulling me tighter as my whole body convulsed. My long wait ended and it ended because she willed it.

Eventually she untied me….cuddled up next to me and we lay there in post-orgasmic bliss.

Since then there’s been talk of her tying me up, hooking me up to the machine again and leaving me there for a long duration.

I’m both nervous and excited with the idea.

The Clip Show

I just put up another episode.   

I’m doing something a little different this time. It’s a few segments from interviews I’ve done in the past. Audio that didn’t make it to broadcast before.

As always, you’re suggestions, donations, comments and voicemails are really appreciated.

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Zap

I walked up to the bar and waited for the bartender.   

ZAP!

I feel the small wave of electricity flow throw me as my body jumps. My muscles tighten and I let out a quiet “mmmmfh”

She’s on the other side of the room. I can’t even see her from the bar yet still she holds the remote to the electronic device she fitted me with.

ZAP!

I try my best to cover up my involuntary reactions but it’s very hard.

ZAP

I get her drink and my beer and start walking back to our table where we’re surrounded by a few friends. I hope she doesn’t push the remote while I’m walking back to the table, forcing me to spill our drinks.

ZAP

No such luck.   

Thankfully I make it back to the table and she greets me with an evil smile. That smile that makes me melt, whimper and ache for her, a look in her eyes that says “mine”.

We sit and talk for a while then she hands the remote control to the friend who smiles, says she’s not sure if she wants to know where the electricity is going and pushes the button.

ZAP!

All night I’m constantly on edge, anticipating another jolt. She can read my body language and wether she knows it or not she waits until I’ve relaxed until she presses the remote control again.

ZAP!

She lets out a little laugh every time. Not the kind of laugh she has when she’s releasing some of her sadistic desires, it’s the laugh she has when she’s enjoying a new toy or when she’s playing a game.

By the time we get home some of my muscles are a bit achy from being forced to contract. She lets me out of it and shortly after we’re lying naked in bed.

I feel a different kind of electricity as we drift off to sleep.