This is kind of a hard post to write. A lot has happened in the past few weeks that I haven’t shared with you yet.
First some sad news.
There was..is someone very special and dear to me who I’d visit a couple of times per month. I wrote about my experiences with her on here and we formed a connection, more than just friends with benefits. Then, one day, she told me she didn’t want to see me anymore and I was crushed.
The hardest part is having someone I felt so close to now thinks I’m an assface, that everything I told her was a lie.
The problem is, there’s no proof of purchase for adoration and respect.
Soon after that I started spending more time with another friend. We clicked and she asked me to provide service for her one day. I did and something else clicked between us as well, what started out as simple service turned into more.
More on that later.
Its and odd feeling, mourning the loss of one relationship with a person you care about while being thrilled about another new relationship.
So…that’s a small update. Some sad news and some great news.
More to come…