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My First Gangbang Part 2

She had me bent over a spanking bench, whispered to me something hot, sexy and loving and then slid her strap-on inside.

I was so nervous that it was difficult to relax and it hurt a bit.   She distracted me by pulling my hair, whispering to me, spanking me and saying things that put me into a deeper mental subspace.

She went slowly at first, gliding herself in and making me open up to her, then she picked up the pace.

“Fuck his mouth”, I heard her say and the next thing I knew there was another woman in front of me wearing one of Sade’s harnessed cocks and shoving it into my mouth.

I’m not used to that and I started to gag when she put it in too deeply.  I was in such a deep mental submissive space that I couldn’t make a decision to say “please go slower” but thankfully the woman in front of me knew exactly what to do and went slower.

Eventually my owner pulled out and asked the woman in front of me if she was ready to fuck me, seconds later she was sliding into me while Sade stroked my hair, scratched my back and kissed me, telling me how hot it all was.

My head was turned to the wall and I couldn’t see the others in the room but every now and then I would hear someone passing by and making a comment about what they were seeing.  I’d hear a “Woah!” or a “Yeah!” followed by a comment that I could never hear.

The second woman grabbed me by the hips and started thrusting me at a good pace, spanking me every now again as she buried herself into me. All I could do is moan with every thrust.

I vaguely remember that it still hurt a bit but not so much that I wanted it to stop.

“Every woman at the party has come into the room just to watch you get fucked”, Sade whispered.

All I could do was moan back.

After the 2nd woman was done with me another took her place.   She fucked me a bit slower at first, reaching under me and grabbing my balls.  I wasn’t sure if this was more than what Sade wanted and I remember moaning something about what she was doing only to hear her say “It’s ok, I’ll allow it”.

There were a number of times throughout the night where I could feel the women hitting my prostate, brining me so close to orgasm.   It was jus another thing adding to my mind going deeper and deeper..

I have no idea how long the 3rd woman fucked me (I couldn’t see their faces) .  It all melts together, eventually another took her place and fucked me for a bit longer, then another.  Eventually Sade had me lay on my back so she could  fuck me again.  She wanted to be the first and last inside me.  She kissed me deeply as she fucked me for another ten minutes ending with her slapping me on my ass and sending me to the bathroom to put my clothes back on.

We walked thorough the party as we headed through the door.  We said our goodbyes and I couldn’t help but wonder who had just fucked me.  I think Sade liked the fact that I didn’t know.   Ok…I know she liked that fact.

All the way home I still couldn’t believe what had just happened.  I had been so nervous that I wasn’t able to relax completely so it hurt a bit more than normal but it was still hotter than fuck.   I’m still turned on about it as I write about it.

If there’s a next time, I won’t be so nervous

August 27-29th Erotic Dominance Weekend Intensive with Cleo Dubois and Eve Minax

Just a quick note today on an event a friend of a friend is putting on.

After seeing it on Yin’s website I realized I thought I’d repost it here to spread the love:

 

“I am excited to announce an upcoming weekend workshop with the well-known, S&M educators, Cleo Dubois and Eve Minax!

They have been conducting “Erotic Dominance Weekend Intensives” in San Francisco for the past 8 years with enormous success.

At the close of this Summer 2010, they are offering their weekend workshop for Dominant Women and Women who Switch in New York City for the first time!

I invite you to spend an intimate, hands-on weekend immersed in the magic of erotic energy exchange with these experienced and experiential BDSM educators.

This workshop delves beyond the mere actions of kink play and guides you to explore the inner connections of the art of S&M that you have within yourself and with your play partner.  Fully embrace your Dominant Archetypes, subtle psychological turn ons and power, increase your skills, your confidence, and communication and understanding of your play.

The weekend starts Friday eve with a Meet & Greet of the other students and your instructors.

Saturday and Sunday are structured with learning skills, putting them into hands on practice, with processing and sharing with each segment.

These are full days, running fro, 11am-7pm with lunch breaks.  (Food will be provided, vegetarian options available).

You will be given a comprehensive work book for you to keep as reference.

The weekend concludes with a ritual and private play party.

Single participants and couples are both welcome.  If you plan to take the class as a single, we will provide you with a demo-bottom for you to

practice your hands-on play skills.  The demo-bottom will be selected depending on your gender preference.

Single fee: $700

Couples fee: $1000

The workshop and play party are held at Glint Studio, Yin’s fully equipped S&M Dojo, located in the financial district of Manhattan, (easily accessible by all subway lines).

Exact location will be provided upon confirmation and deposit.

Please email the application you will find on

http://www.sm-arts.com/intensives/form-women.html to CleoDubois@sm-arts.com and to Yin at MistressYin@gmail.com.

Please feel free to email either Cleo or Yin for more information.

For more details about Cleo and Minax ‘s Intensives go to

http://www.sm-arts.com/intensives/women.html

Read their bios at http://www.sm-arts.com/faculty/cleo.html

And http://www.sm-arts.com/faculty/minax.htm

 

 

Not Sure What To Do

I’ve been busier than normal lately.

My day job has been more stressful than normal.   Talks of downsizing, moving departments to other areas of the country and my favorite line from a boss: “Hey, we’re giving you twice as much work and aren’t going to pay you for it, just be happy you have a job”

On top of that my second job has been picking up steam too.  I’m grateful for the extra hours and since I can do it from home it’s a bonus.   Plus any job that allows me to do it while sitting next to my owner is pretty damn good.

Plus there’s the podcast.  I never seem to have as much time as I’d like for that.

I feel overwhelmed.   After finishing work for the night I realized I hadn’t cleaned the bathroom yet and my hands went from my laptop to the bathtub.   I loved the the mental shift.  Going from using one part of my brain to another was relaxing.

Manual labor, that’s where I can really reflect on my day.  Plus, I’m doing it for her.

All that and I’ve been looking for a third job.   I’m just not where I want to be financially and if I can find something to give me a few hours a week for 6 months to a year, i can put my finances from the red to the black.

It scares me a bit though, if I found an overnight job, I’d go from there to my day job, then come home and sleep until my night job.

It’s not the sleep I’m worried about.    Before moving to New York I had a job that required me to wake up at 4am after going to bed around midnight.

What worries me is having so much less time with her.   Sure we’d have the weekends, but frankly I don’t know if I could handle it.

We’ll see.   I’ve sent a few applications so who knows what will come of that.

Meanwhile my hands smell like Soft Scrub, I’m writing this next to my owner, my lover, my Mistress, my girlfriend and my friend.

Life is pretty fucking good.

 

 

 

 

The Scary Fun & Good Podcast

A conversation with Anais Sin about growing up and being exposed to German porn at an early age, her body artwork, how others react to her tattoos, D/s, dating biker-dudes and more.  Plus Sade and I review one of the great sex toys we got through Edenfantasys.
Some of the questions on this episode were submitted by listeners like you via the Masocast website, check out masocast.com and see how you can submit your own.
Special thanks to Edenfantasys.com who helps make the Masocast possible. You can save 20% on your order by entering the code EFCAST on check-out.
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Instructional Toy

She’s been teaching classes one-on-one lately and has had quite a few people sign up.

Recently one of her students wanted to learn fire-play and I was lucky enough to be the subject for the lesson.

I’ve been in this situations a number of times on a variety of different subjects.   Each time it triggers an interesting part of my mind.

The part that responds to objectification.

Unlike most times we play, I’m not the center of attention.  It’s as though I am providing a service by being there.

When she teaches these we feel closer to each other afterwards, it makes me feel great afterwards when her student walks away after learning something they hadn’t considered before and…well…it’s…fucking fun!

She’s even started a new website to tell the world what she offers in her one-on-one classes.

It’s called My Partner is Kinky.   If you or someone you know is looking to learn some basic or advanced play, now you know where to look!:)