I’ve realized that this li’l blog of mine can really seem like a depressing read. While the main focus of it is a way for me to internalize my feelings and express them, I also realize that a few of you actually read it (hell you know I didn’t order you to) and I don’t want you to get the wrong idea about me.
I do want you do know that, for the most part, I’m really a happy guy. It’s only when I’m writing about this one topic that I do tend to focus too much on the hardships and not focus enough on the good stuff.
Hmmm If only there were a way for one of you to spank me over the internet when I’m getting too maudlin.
A few good things (and yes, I’m sober as I write this):
-My circle of friends continues to grow unexpectedly from this blog. I’m meeting some new friends this week and a few next week as well.
-I’ll soon have a roommate and will be saving tons of cash.
-I’m attending a lifestyle event this week and one next week as well.
-I’m planning a european trip this spring/summer where I’ll be attending kinky events in multiple countries.
-I’m now on Facebook! Add me if you’re on and maybe you can kick my ass at scrabble.
-Thanks to Maymay, I’m now enjoying the many benefits of TED.
-I’m seeing HER, again tomorrow night!
I could go on and on but you get the idea.
So please keep in mind that, while I may get a bit down when expressing my frustrations as a submissive male, I do have a lot going for me and I am luckier than most.
And I’ll need you to serve some more in the next few months. ;-D
I just wanted to say that I am so pleased you started blogging; I really enjoy reading what you’ve written.
Although it is nice to see a post something with a happier tone to it, feeling are what they are and if it’s cathatic for you to post sad things then that’s ok too. I find it difficult to share my feelings (plenty of baggage here) and for what it’s worth, that is part of why I’m drawn to your blog. Please keep writing from the heart, clearly people want to read it.
Olivia and I were thinking about going to Germany this summer. Perhaps we might run across each other there?
That could be fun!
I’ve already said I’m going to have to make a phrasebook because none of the ones I’ve looked at have had sentences in it like, “Do you know your safe words?” and “Are you a masochist, you pretty naked boy? I have clothespins and little self restraint.”
Could be very fun indeed!