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Leather Pride Weekend, But I’m Not Proud
Warning: This post contains more bitching and moaning. Don’t continue reading unless you’re willing to put up with more complaining.
It’s Leather Pride weekend!
I really don’t know what Leather Pride is supposed to be. I mean, I know what it’s supposed to be but I have no clue how I’m supposed to feel it.
I know why others feel pride about the lifestyle and good for them. I’m happy for them. I just can’t relate.
My desire to find a dominant woman for either casual play or something more is a constant source of stress, sadness, frustration and tears. I don’t think I’ve ever felt pride.
I’ve felt leather thankful before. Thankful for the good friends I’ve made. It’s not Leather Thanksgiving however.
I’ve started to get angry at myself for needing this. Angry at myself for having such a deep desire for everything in that last post of mine.
Let’s be honest, it’s not going to happen.
I might as well write a fantasy about winning the lottery on the same day I cure cancer while having sex with my wife, Adriana Lima.
I know what some of you will say right now “No, it won’t happen with that attitude” and you would be right. When I’m happy and optimistic it doesn’t happen either so what’s the difference?
There are times when I want to stop writing here until something happens that’s worth writing about. Part of me feels guilty for always writing about how shitty I feel. I sometimes get worried that I’m annoying readers with all of my bitching and complaining.
Maybe I’ll put up a survey and pose that very question. If I shouldn’t write another word until something happens and until then just stop.
From Wikipedia:
“Pride is an emotion which refers to a strong sense of self respect, a refusal to be humiliated as well as joy in the accomplishments of oneself or a person, group, nation or object that one identifies with.”
I can read the words and it makes sense but the feeling just isn’t there for me.
I will be going to Folsom Street East on Sunday. Doing my best to keep my chin up.
Treated Like An Animal
I’ve had three people ask me what I’m into over the past week.
There’s never a good answer to this one since it all depends on who I’m with, what the energy is and what she’s into.
While I love bondage, I also adore letting the woman relax and enjoy herself while I do all the work of kissing and tasting every inch of her body.
What’s more important is what she is into. If I check out the profile of a woman on Fetlife and read her list of kinks, chances are I’m into most of them.
Then someone asked me what I’ve been fantasizing about lately. That’s a different question.
It depends on my mood of but lately I’ve thought a lot about one thing in particular. I’ve been thinking about being used.
Being tied up and objectified, tortured, teased, abused, fucked and everything else you can imagine.
To be treated like an animal and I don’t mean puppy or pony play.
I’ve been fantasizing about being tied or chained standing up, whipped, punched, clamped, gagged, bent over and fucked. Torn to shreds until I’m on my knees and then finally allowed to taste her. Maybe being teased the entire time until I’m allowed to fuck her or get fucked by her until she’s satisfied and we’re both drained.
I have so much pent up sexual and non-sexual energy, I just need a release. I need to be pushed..far and hard.
So yeah, that’s what I’ve been thinking about lately.
I’m Not A Man. Wait, What?
A big thanks to Funkybrownchick for writing about how she likes submissive men. Granted she only likes submissive men to be “slightly” submissive (she doesn’t want to hurt them) but it’s still nice to know there are women out there who can see a submissive man as someone who’s still a man. I’ve started to ponder what the difference is between a submissive guy and a slightly submissive guy. That’s for another post.
It’s been something like four months since I’ve been intimate with anyone. The last woman I was with set the bar pretty high so it’s not like I don’t have some wonderful memories. Still…it would be nice not to miss her. It would be nice to meet a distraction or someone to fill the void.
After hearing about a number of my kinky female friends meeting open minded people on okcupid.com, I decided to revisit my account. I’ve sent a few emails but most of them are replied by submissive women.
On the bright side, at least I do get email replies on Okcupid. Even though most aren’t exactly ego boosting.
Here’s one reply I received:
“I read your profile and i’m kinda confused,i’ve never met someone who admits that he want a dominant woman,i thought that man wants to be man. in my past relationships my partners were the dominant ones,but maybe that was the problem:)but i’m dominant at work so i need balance in my life.”
“Have you tried to be a dominant person in a relationship or you alwys were the submissive?In my opinion every normal woman wants to be the submissive in a relationship.”
Yeesh I don’t even know how to respond to that one. I just sat there reading it over and over with my mouth open.
I’ve also opened up a free account on fling.com. There is one catch though, you can’t even read your emails unless you pay. That’s how they get you.
I’ve got a number of emails from women just sitting in my inbox and I can’t read them. What if they’re from the Domme of my dreams? Of course each email lets you see who the email is from and wouldn’t you know they’re all fetish models.
They also claim to have a “hook up guarantee”. If you don’t “hook up” with someone after three months, you’ll get three months free. I can’t seem to find what they consider a hook up though. I’m looking and looking and can’t seem to find the fine print on this deal.
It can’t be any worse than adultfriendfinder, collarme or alt. At least the women on OKcupid will email back.
Rejection is sometimes better than being ignored.
Sometimes.
Sugasm #136
The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #137? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you’re all set.
This Week’s Picks
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“Frozen, I wait for your next move.”
Balanced on the tip of my tongue
“Pushing her into the bedroom, I stripped her bare swiftly, laid her out on the bed.”
Impertinent Question: Do You Enjoy Spanking?
“That’s what we call Wednesday night!”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
Sugar Bank
Editor’s Choice
The Source of All Waters
More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm
See also: Fleshbot’s Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.
(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above within a week. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)
BDSM & Fetish
He loves me
Intimacy and BDSM
The Lilith Obsession, Part the First
Mr. and Mrs. Kink’s Unbelievably Good Sex Last Night
Online Auction Snafu – F/m Spanking Pics
Other World Kingdom visit – Part 7
r’s naughty thoughts on submission, fetishes, and enemas
Raw
ThunderFuck
Vacation story
Weekends. part 1
Why I’ve Never Gone To A Pro-Domme..Why I Might Someday
Sex & Politics
Condoms for Everybody! No?
To Choke a Chicken
Erotic Writing and Experiences
3 days, 3 guys (Part 1)
Catalina loves Oral Sex With Mr. F
A Day at the Fair
Hot Hotel Bang: Key West
In Which Penny Receives Kisses That Exceed Expectations
My Usual Friday
Proudly fucked at the pride
NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
And the Award for Most Beautiful Breasts in the World Goes To…
Fetish Model Charlotte Brooke In Serious Encasement, Full Enclosure, Gas Mask Scene
January Seraph in Corset and Collar
Half-Nekkid in a New Corset
I Love Amsterdam girls alone on video
Kim Sharma Looking Sexy in Chemise and Tiny Shorts
Live hidden Carmen gets wet in Zoo Promo
Making Porn With Nikki On The Lord’s Day
Mz. Berlin In The Sun With The Family
One Tuff Babe -HNT
Sex And The Kitty
Toy Time
Sex News, Reviews & Interviews
Asian Fetish Model Jandi Lin, Sarah Jane Ceylon,and Mistress Claire Adams Get Fucked Up On Device Bondage
Book Review: Jenny Block’s Open
German Porn
I Can’t Stand “Sex And The City”
PullJoy© Book Review: Don’t Use My Sweater Like a Towel
Review of Astro Vibe
Sex News Roundup
Sex Work
Princess Back Online!!
Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Desire Its Cascading Flaming Passion to a trickling flicker
Finishing with a Bang
Letting Go
Shopping basket
Why do you Love “The City” So Much(with a twist to the story)??
Sex Advice
The sofa-sexual masturbator: couch copulation and furniture fucking examined.