Monthly Archives: December 2007

Am I A Masochist?

A vanilla friend of mine recently said “Hey if you want to get beaten up by women, just walk into a lesbian bar dressed as Rush Limbaugh.” I’ve been with a few people who thought they were sadists, but when it came time to play they would just barely tap and maybe tap once or…

More Drunken Ramblings Of Too Much Honesty

I’m writing this on the subway going from a ‘nilla party to a lifestyle gathering. I’ve had a number of beers and I feel it would be better if I get this out of my system now so I don’t end up rambling about it among my lifestyle friends: I had a late lunch with…

New Years House Cleaning

I’m getting ready for the New Year! I’m still debating on what I’ll be doing for New Years eve. A friend will be heading to BDSM event though not sure I want to shell out the cash for it. I’ve had a number of invitations for parties with some of my ‘nilla friends. I’ll probably…

Friendship Collar

***note*** I’m drunk as I write this. Damn oral fixation never stops and drinkinga beer is sometimes the only way to keep my mouth busy. I am one lucky SOB Most submissive guys will never find someone. It’s simple yet sad math. If (at best) there is one dominant woman for every 10 submissive males,…

Serving Viviane

Viviane gave me the honor of serving her and her guests at her monthly tea party just over a week ago. I agreed of course (she’s difficult to say no to), though I was a little nervous since I had never served more than two people at a time. The week beforehand I emailed her…